I haven’t had much to write about lately. I’ve been in the midst of a pretty dark depression for the last few months as we’ve decided to leave our church of 9 years and see what’s out there. We have been visiting a local church with some hope that it will provide a fit for our family.
I’m still trying to figure out what’s going on inside me; I feel so volatile and angry sometimes. It seems like leaving our church was the symbolic “last nail in the coffin” of whatever dreams I had that there would be a place of “convergence” where my true heart and my gifts & calling would meet. I mostly want to escape into the world of my Xbox.
Lord, have mercy.