Monday, March 29, 2021

Your Face (a Poem)

 For my wife, Cheri, on her 50th birthday
March 24, 2021

When I first saw your face,

I lingered, captivated and determined to 

seek out and know

the spirit that shone through.


There was a brightness, you see

an invitation to presence.

Welcoming vast, like a Montana sky

with wildflower incandescence.


An expansive invitation

enthralling my imagination 

building a foundation

for a joyful habitation.


Your face holds great depths 

of being and becoming; 

awaiting the knowing 

it takes to be revealed.


Your face has lived much

in these last fifty years; 

many smiles, laughter and 

many more tears.


Lines on a face

like lines in a song

tell stories of love and loss;

of life lived long.


When we’re young, our pain causes us to hide in our faces,

presenting an image to the world;

but when we grow old we’re faced with choices

whether to return to earlier graces.


Many will never know the treasures that hide

they fail to pause and see;

they cannot know the smile you share

continues to ravish me!


Even more captivated and determined,

to grow old next to you

your face and mine, together tears and smiles

with lines aligned.


The glory of God grows

with each passing year

in and through the face that knows love

from ear to ear.


Saturday, March 20, 2021

Old Man by the Fire (a Poem)

By Scott Holman

for my friend Dan- 


The old man by the fire

sits, in silence.

Alone but never alone

amidst a community of scars,

rehearsing their stories.


He rehearses his loves,

his pursuits,

his deep losses;

he realizes that nothing turned out

quite the way it was supposed to.


But the man sitting by the fire

finds himself

thankful, for the scars

somehow they

have given him room to breathe.


He realizes

after all this time 

that without all this disappointment 

he would never become

himself, free from all that is false.


He watches the fire,

tracing the work of the flames on the wood.

“Man is born to trouble,”

he growls,

“as sparks fly upward.”


As the fire turns to embers,

he knows his story isn’t done;

Lord willing, he will wake to another day

another fight

another love.


With the turning of the page,

in the blink of an eye,

in a popping flash of sparks;

he will find himself awakened

and awakening forever.


All tears wiped away,

all wounds healed.

Thankful for the scars

as each one holds 

his memory and identity.


He leaves a legacy of courage

to those with him around the fire; 

children and grand-children

listening and learning

the path for themselves.


This old man

presiding over thousands of fires,

is still fierce and 

full of wonder.

He’s becoming young again.