just a quick thought

I've been away from the blog for a while, so I wanted to throw something out there that I've been thinking about lately.

1) My purpose in life is to know God;

2) Most of the time these days my experience of the knowledge of God is not enough for me for have a compelling reason to find joy and purpose in life;

3) I am miserable most of the time.

I imagine I won't be invited to share this publicly anytime soon. I look forward to better days.